i like to think im sain

This morning I woke up in sort of a shitty mood. My roommates gone I have the place to myself but all I want to do is go on tumblr on my phone. I still dream about my ex. She’s in there somewhere. The worst dreams are when I see her and reach out for her like I want her back. Or like she never left. I just feel more hollow each passing day like my soul is leaking out my butt. I have a lot to be happy about, thankful about. Great friends and a cool spot in a big city. But maybe that intimidates me. I just don’t like being an adult I just like watching movies on couches with girls. But now I don’t have a mom to bring us fanta and rice krispie squares. I’m just me now. Kinda sucks but I’ll do alright.

The (500) Days of Summer attitude of “He wants you so bad” seems attractive to some women and men, especially younger ones, but I would encourage anyone who has a crush on my character to watch it again and examine how selfish he is. He develops a mildly delusional obsession over a girl onto whom he projects all these fantasies. He thinks she’ll give his life meaning because he doesn’t care about much else going on in his life. A lot of boys and girls think their lives will have meaning if they find a partner who wants nothing else in life but them. That’s not healthy. That’s falling in love with the idea of a person, not the actual person.

— Joseph Gordon-Levitt (via theflowershop)

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Director Martin Scorsese claims that the most important shot in the movie is when Bickle is on the phone trying to get another date with Betsy. The camera moves to the side slowly and pans down the long, empty hallway next to Bickle, as if to suggest that the phone conversation is too painful and pathetic to bear. [x]

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